The Joy of Being Single
Mood:  not sure
I've had such a rough and mixed-up weekend. Along with bucketloads of work and emotional stress, I now have a guy who likes me and whom I (cruelly or foolishly) led on and got involved with. I let him know that I can't commit to a relationship and he was so nice about it, and still wants to do "a dinner date, maybe a movie..." Well where does one draw the line between dating and a relationship, and when, in this age of instant gratification, does one stop being single? I have recently said that "I believe in true love, but not for me." Now I just feel like a closed-minded, self-absorbed person with commitment issues and a martyr complex. I really, really, really don't want to give up my status as single. The again, we all have needs, and this guy is just sweet. How much is too much?

I'm never going to parties again. They only cause trouble.